To love is to be selfless , putting anthers needs&feelings before your own.thinking about how your actions could cost you the  love of your life.
 you swim in a pool of hungry sharks on the daily praying not to get bite  and knowing one gets word back to the one you gave your heart to who will  rip yours to shreds. tears flow from her face and you feel her Aggy and you feel your heart sink into your chest as you realize you turned a good girl into an  attack dog who's trying to bite your head off with every chance she gets . an apology isnt  going to be a perfect fix.  alll the wishful thing and range beomes your new thing punching walls out of trepodation if she will ever return

A true beauty she is ,she wear nothing but the latest jet black hair dangling down her spine & MAC eye shadow over her big brown eyes that drown in tears every night.She's just another benevolent little girl who is trapped by her belligerent attitude  that no one will ever get to know.
 

the endless hours she buts into her outfit to make it seem as if she got dress in no time just to occupant her mind from all them painful roomers boys spread  about her spreading her legs.

she spends every dollar she gets on the clothes made of gold trends to shield her heart  from cupids arrows ,saving her self from the pain of heart break  the feeling of alienation is  what she gains
 she drowns in intoxicating scents of expensive perfumes to let her presence be known,she doesn't has the strength to open her mouth she fears her voice will make the entire class laugh.

behind all the glam and the sweet smiles she's just a young girl addictted to retail , killing her fathers's pockets to hide the emotional heartattack shes having inside

 She gave her heart to you thinking you would be true,not for you  to break it into two. she prays everyday for your abusive ways to change,god knows she will be happy when they do, if they do.
if you change your ways...before its to late before death comes on her life clock.the acerbity in his voice constantly  crushes her happy fantasy's.
 
she cries in the shower because the hot rushing water on the bruses on her back burns.she wonders why she stays blinded by the riches he has she gambles with the game of life every night when he comes home from flying a long flight .tries to avoid him but he turns it into another fight.

her last chance to make it through the door of freedom she steps out onto the wings of faith .so close she can feel it the liberating feeling rushes through out her bones ,then she come crashin down to the grown with every bone making a crumbling sound ...t The last word she screams echo's through out the halls as the acetic tase of blood fills her mouth & her heart growns to be as slient as a mouse.

Her last tear she has cried  as she spreads her wings and makes her way back to heaven  a fallen angel has rises again

another young material girl lost to the dream of being loved.

I come into peoples lives with complete disregard, I impose on your daily life as a lazy relative would. Most wish me away but what they don't know is once i amthere i am there to stay,

Im as powerful as Katrina when she came i can also be as weak as a lilttle rain, i sometimes make inpacts on peoples lifes just to help them realize whats right in front of their eyes.

Sometimes i come in prefect timing ,riqht  when you need me
I Show you what you once couldnt see
im notpyhic but after your friends meet me they wont be the same.

i show youyou that your parents are the ones who will remain the same & moving you away  was the right thing.

if i hadnt came along you would still be lost in a daze and the wisdom you have gained wouldnt be there today. Im not asking for a thank you but only for you to understand even though im bettersweet i can help you change.